Life.Of.Sin

Fate’s a bitch, ain’t it?  That’s no lie.  My name is Druscilla Ryan Mortenson and I never want to get married.  And I never questioned that until mid-last week.  His name’s Remi and he’s gay.  I’m a female.  I met him on-line and now the highlight of my dad is him.  I have the daydreams of me in the Gothic wedding dress and him crying at the altar.  Our relationship is non-sexual and not monogamy.  And we’re okay with that.  I daydream about finding him ‘accidentally’.  And if he ever finds this, he’ll think I’m stalking him.

My problem is that I never depend on anyone so often that when I do depend on someone, it’s over the top.  And usually they’re someone I hardly know and I want to fuck.  -shrugs-

Ain’t life a bitch?

Name: Druscilla Ryan Mortenson
Age: 18
Location: America
Job: Sports PR/Student/Writer
Boyfriend: No
Sexuality: Bisexual
Political preference: Independent liberal
College major: English Composition
Life Dream: To become famous-Marilyn Monroe meets J.K. Rowling

I am eagerly awaitng for my acne to clean up, to get out of the Midwest and into NYC, to get published & discovered, Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince to come out, Harry Potter & the Goblet of Fire movie to come out, and many other things.

My best friends are Lela & Kat.  I get along with my mother, my stepmom’s a bitch & my father is just her little slave.  I have three brothers and one sister.  I’m the oldest of all of us.  My oldest brother DJ is pretty cool.  He’s dating Kat, the girl I live with.  Josh is a freak and Cody’s a brat.  Tori is a brat, but she’s also a sweetheart.

I like all sorts of music, but the main songs I’m listening to right now are: “Why’d You Come In Here (Looking Like That)” by Dolly Partion, “Caramel” by City High, “American Idiot” by Green Day, “Welcome to My Life” by Simple Plan, “Hazel Eyes” by Kelly Clarkson, “Measure of a Man” by Clay Aiken, “Me & Emily” by Rachel Procter, and “Save a Horse(Ride a Cowboy)” by Big & Rich.

I read lots of books. 

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy
But I’m not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don’t know what it’s like
What it’s like    
   -Simple Plan “Welcome to My Life”