Black Roses

would you die for me if i asked you to?
would you bleed for me?
would you claw your skin with your nails
and bleed to death at my wish?
would you kill me if i asked you to?
would you slit my fucking wrists?
would you put a gun to my head
and pull the fucking trigger
if i begged you to help me end this?
would you kneel at my grave
and bring me black roses everyday
and find someone better to love you more
but still bring me black roses
and think of me despite my failure?
would you think of me as i was
or would you think of how you wish i was
how I should have been?
would you lie to me and call me pretty
tell me you wouldn’t ask for more?
would you look into my eyes and love me
despite me and all i am?
just pull the trigger
just call my name
and please remember to bring me
black roses everyday
