Give Me Novacaine
I just wish that I never would have done that. I wouldn’t be thinking these things. Like kind of wanting to again and then feeling dirty. Remembering every detail and feeling unclean but not being able to get it out of my head. Turning my head when people kiss on TV because it makes me guilty.
I’m just going to do what Andie said and stay away from people and places that might convince me to do it again.
And repeat the entire process.
I don’t think I have any tears left to cry.
I can’t even listen to ‘Wake Me Up When September Ends’ anymore.
