Friday, March 3, 2006

i’d love you but i don’t have the strength

I wrote a Vam poem today.  I came up with a line and it didn’t work with a story line at the time, so I did a poem instead.  It’s my first Vam poem.

“I’d Love You, But . . .”
 
I’d love you but I don’t have the strength.
You broke me one too many times
With the beauty in your lies.
 
I’d love you but I don’t have the strength
To try and make you fall in love with me
One last time.
 
I’d love you but I don’t have the strength
To break the heart of the helpless girl
Standing across from you today.
 
I’d love you but I don’t have the strength
To even wipe away the tearstains
From the love you promised yesterday.
 
I’d love you but there’s been one too many times
With one too many lies
And one too many people
Broken once upon a time.
I’d love you but I don’t have the strength
To kiss the lips of a liar and a sinner
Who’s marrying his unknowing lover today.
 
I’d love you but I have to look away
When you press your lips to hers
And I remember all our days.
 
The days before loving you wasn’t a chore.
The days before loving you wasn’t a sin.
The days before loving you didn’t break my heart.
 
I’d love you but you’ve broken my heart one too many times.
 
But when I fall back in love with you
And you make me cry more tears
My heart can’t possibly break anymore
Because it’s faded to dust.
 
I’d love you but I don’t have the strength
Anymore than I have the strength to fight it.
 
So just kiss your pretty bride
And ignore these tears I cry
And come find me some other night
And weave to me another lie
And we all know I’ll play the fool
And share a deceptive bed with you
And promise once again
To never fall back in love with you.
 
. . . but I don’t have the strength.
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Thursday, March 2, 2006

remember whatever it seems like forever ago

I just updated the thing on the side of this blog over there.  —->

Now, all my HIM/Vam stories are listed and all of my Green Day and MCR story listing should be up to date.  Also, all of my Fanflicks are there as well.

In other news, I am going to finally try and make a fanfiction archive to host all of my stories.  I don’t know how it’s going to work out, but . . . I’ll try.

Posted by Dru at 10:13:37 | Permalink | No Comments »

illuminating what i know is true … all will be well

I got a fucking flame for this story I wrote called “That Sunday in April”, which has to do with abuse.

And if this was you, I’m not sorry because you’re getting the same thing in your mail and I didn’t list your information.

This is by far the most FUCKED UP fan fic I have ever read! Let alone the most FUCKED idea for a fan fic. Wow way to go nut-job!
You seem like you are a good writer, but your a bit screwy in the head.
Whatever-try again.
Chelsea

a) Where did you get the link to my story?

b) Thanks. I like writing fucked up fanfics.

c) Sorry, I don’t write for you. I write for myself. Please kiss my ass and boss some other bitch around, thank you.

d) I am a nutjob. I’m bipolar II. Any other 4th-grade insults?

e) Abuse is the most fucked up idea for a fic ever? What are you living in? Butterfly and daises world?

f) Next time you want to insult, use proper grammar and sentence structure and possibly the correct format for typing. Then I might take you seriously.

-Dru

I just think that flames should at least be halfway intelligent. Actually, I take that back. Flames aren’t intelligent. I think people should critique. Even a harsh critique is different from a flame. It has depth.

 Luvverzz,
Mrs. Margera, aka Dru, aka the fucking flame hating bitch!!!

Posted by Dru at 09:47:34 | Permalink | Comments (2)