Sunday, May 28, 2006

Kisskiss

I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND!

I’M SOOO HAPPY!

And my first girlfriend is my best friend so I know it’s not going to turn into one of those relationships where you don’t want to be in it but you don’t know what to say/do.

^_________^

Here’s bits and pieces of our conversation where she asked me out.

DRU: i wouldn’t reject you, silly girl
ANDIE: Is that an invitation for me to ask you out, then?
DRU: -stares at ceiling-
ANDIE: Druscillalala, will you be my girlfriend?
Even if you’re nineteen… PEDOPHELIA! :D
I still likes you very muchly <3
DRU: pedophilia is fun
ANDIE: And I take it you took my question as a joke, but it’s not if you don’t want it to be :) 
DRU: remember, i had the other secret i wouldn’t tell you?
the secret was … i thought i might be crushing on you more than you were on me
ANDIE: I do believe you’re wrong :)
DRU: :)
ANDIE: So did you take that question in as a joke or a proper question?
Because proper questions require answers :)
DRU: well, if you meant it as a proper question then i guess i’ll give it a proper answer
ANDIE: I did.
DRU: yes
ANDIE: -has a girlfriend-
DRU: -has one too-
who’s yours?
ANDIE: Mine’s cooler than yours :D Haha
DRU: :(

Sorry about that last part.  It wouldn’t let me unbold.

I love that conversation because we were both beat around the bush/did you mean that/well what do you think i mean/well what do you think I think you meant.

Very sweet.

And there’s an even funnier part.  When I said that I’d go out with her it was My 26th here and May 25th there.

Hehe.

xoxox,
Dru

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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

adam’s song

I never thought I’d die alone
I laughed the loudest who’d have known?
I trace the cord back to the wall
no wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
the choice was mine I didn’t think enough
I’m too depressed to go on
you’ll be sorry when I’m gone

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
days when I still felt alive
we couldn’t wait to get outside
the world was wide, too late to try
the tour was over, we’d survived
I couldn’t wait till I got home
to pass the time in my room alone

I never thought I’d die alone
another six months I’ll be unknown
give all my things to all my friends
you’ll never step foot in my room again
you’ll close it off, board it up
remember the time that I spilled the cup
of apple juice in the hall
please tell mom this is not her fault

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
days when I still felt alive
we couldn’t wait to get outside
the world was wide, too late to try
the tour was over, we’d survived
I couldn’t wait till I got home
to pass the time in my room alone

I never conquered, rarely came
tomorrow holds such better days
days when I can still feel alive
when I can’t wait to get outside
the world is wide, the time goes by
the tour is over, I’ve survived
I can’t wait till I get home
to pass the time in my room alone

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i’m counting sheep but running out

I hate being Bipolar. I hate thinking I’m so happy and then crashing.

I hate taking pills I’m not supposed to.

I hate lying to everyone about everything.

Or rather, not being able to talk about it. Silence can be a lie.

I hate that she can make me feel like shit in 2 minutes. What a fucking achievement.

I hate feeling like shit.

I hate insomnia.

I hate me.

I hate that choked up feeling you get in the back of your throat.

And I hate whining about it.

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Friday, May 19, 2006

druscilla needs

druscilla needs love
druscilla needs trust
druscilla needs to catch a snowflake
on the tipe of her tongue

druscilla needs the rain
to dance with her love
druscilla needs the chain
on her ankle to break

druscilla needs the wind
to blow away sin
druscilla needs you

to try and understand

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Friday, May 12, 2006

change of venue

I don’t really use this anymore.  Occassionally, if I don’t want everyone to see something I will.  But mostly I use my LiveJournal and MySpace blog.

http://druscilla-way.livejournal.com  Most of my new stories can be found here as well.

http://myspace.com/mykittyelfpwnzyou  Usually I list updates here as well.

Luvverzz,
Mrs. Billie Joe, aka Dru

xoxox

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