Life.Of.Sin

So, I’m completely addicted to Bam Margera now.  I Tivo his show, all his specials, and Jackass.  I was looking for video clips the other day and I came across a page that said Bam Margera sex tape and all this other shit, but I just thought it was one of those fake things like ‘Nude Celebrity Pictures’ and shit, so I ignored it, but I came across the actual tape and I watched it.  Well, I clicked it and turned it off.  Then I went back and watched it because . . . how could I not?

And then today I was reading interviews with his ex-fiance who called a radio station and was saying he cheated on her with over 40 girls and one of them was Jessica Simpson, but . . . I don’t really care.  But she also said that he taped her without her permission.  And that is so wrong, but . . . I thought it was hilarious.

I found a site where you can listen to all his Sirius radio broadcasts and I clicked the most recent one and I was completely shocked by the language and shit, but I didn’t realize that’s apparently how guys normally talk. X_x

So . . . I’ve gotten a bit of a culture shock this week.

I also decided that Mikey Way is a complete ass.  And I hated his fiance because I thought she was a bitch and he was too good for her, but now I’m thinking they totally deserve each other.

Luvverzz,
Mrs. Margera, aka Dru

“Then holding hands and life was perfect,
Just like up on the screen.” -MCR, Early Sunsets Over Monroeville

My mom is having an affair.  And not just with anyone.  With her ex-husband who is currently married to her ex-best friend.  We’re all living in the house my ’stepdad’ (as I call him) lives in (Nebraska).  His wife left for NYC and is never coming back.

They’ve been sleeping together since June.  He loves her and she loves him, but he’s stupid and she’s stupid too.  He won’t leave his wife and she won’t shut up. 

It’s enough to make my head spin.  But mostly I just act like I don’t know what’s going on.

There’s my rant.

Adults are so fucking stupid sometimes.

Luvverzz,
Mrs. Iero, aka Dru

BERT: I like the smell of a dirty rock club.  Cigarette and sweat and … balls.
GERARD: That’s pretty accurate, actually.
BERT: Like a tour bus smell.
GERARD: Tour bus smell …
BERT: I love that smell.  It remind of … who is that stupid bitch? … Just kidding.

(Gerard is reading questions from a fan to Bert)
GERARD: Bert, does broccoli really make you so horny?
BERT: Yes.
GERARD: … and would you autograph my Used panties?
BERT: Yes.  Don’t tell your mom.  Don’t tell your mom about that broccoli either.

I was on INO (imnotokay.net) and they had a rant going about Teen Beat and Bop and those magazines making Gerard out to be their new poster boy and basically the only member of MCR.  The rant rambled off on teenies.  This was my reply.

I said this to someone.  I hate it when bands seem to only have one member.

However, I do buy those magazines simply because I want the pictures up on my walls.  It makes me laugh out loud at the way they portray them and how they just regurgitate facts and make it sound like it was an exclusive interview or something. 

I end up throwing at least 80% of the magazine away as soon as I get my MCR & GD stuff, sometimes some SP or GC.

In my area those are basically the only magazines you can get that have anything to do with MCR or Green Day or any bands that you wouldn’t play on ‘TeenyBoppers Top 40′, so I do buy the magazines for pictures.

When I’m in Omaha or a large city, that’s when I have the opportunities to get AP and things like that (which I do), but in my area you have to take what you can get.

And I am one of those girls that puts my bands all over my walls, simply because I like knowing that … well, that they’re there, I guess.

I don’t think putting pictures on your walls is a sin, but I do think that it’s sad that bands are made out to be one-man shows.

Also, I do not think new fans are automatically teenies.  I’m a new fan.  I’d never heard of MCR because in the small town I grew up in, that sort of music was not only evil, but unhead of.  I didn’t get into MCR until I graduated and a friend told me about them and then I became a huge fan.  I didn’t jump on the bandwagon, I was introduced to music I had never heard of.

It was amazing to be able to finally experience things that I couldn’t.  I don’t love MCR because ‘they’re sooooo hawt’ or whatever.  I love their music, I love their lyrics, I think they’re entire viewpoint and existance is an art form. 

People are often labelled as teenies if they owned MCR’s second album before they’re first or the first MCR song they heard was ‘Helena’.  To me that’s a type of prejudice.  You don’t even take the time to find out someone’s story before you label them.  Yeah, there are teenies and they are new “fans” but not all new fans are teenies.

Luvverzz,
Dru

“People think we’re rich vampires.” -Gerard

“Bert and I don’t date…but we go out in a musical sense.” -Gerard Way

Well, I figured I should post.  I mean, I never post anymore.  I’m sorry! 

Anyway, let’s post some shit I don’t tell anyone but Megan (my bitch).  I’m tripping on drugs again!  Yay for me.  *sarcasm*  I hate being 18.  It sucks.  I hate college.  It sucks more.  I don’t care how fucking immature it sounds because you all can kiss my fucking ass … I’m not ready to be a ‘grown up’ yet.  I’m completely and totally terrified of taking control of my life.

Yesterday we were talking about dating and I nearly had a panic attack.  We stopped visiting my counselor, I ODed last month about a week before Christmas.  600 mg of Lamictal.  Now I’m tripping on shit and I don’t even know what half of it is.

I’m considering anorexia.  I’m just so … fucked up completely and totally.

Except when I’m online or writing and I haven’t really been writing in the last few days, haven’t been on MSN either.

Well, whatever.  This post is up.

Luvverzz,
Mrs. McCracken, aka Dru

“He had a tight butt, though.” -Bert
“He did have a tight ass, for sure.” -Gerard
“Bert has a tight butt, too.” -Bert
Comparing Bert to Charles Manson

I got really bored yesterday and took a shitload of pictures of myself because I got all done up (meaning I did my make up and picked out clothes I wouldn’t be embarassed to be photographed in) and then we didn’t end up going shopping.  We went today instead.  (I got a Green Day poster for my room because I actually have a room now…fucking awesome.)

So, here are some pictures of me so you know how fucking hot I am…yeah right.

So, there’s me in all my glory…I love these pictures and not because I’m in them.  Lots of them are weird angles and things and it’s really artistic.

And I took them all myself without a fucking timer.  That was just me and my arm.  Yeah, yeah, make your fucking dirty jokes.  I don’t care.

Luvverzz,
Mrs. Mikey Way, aka Dru

 (I made that.)

Hell, yeah…this blog was down and now it’s back!  I’m so fucking happy I could cry.

Oh, God…let’s see…catch you people up.

I have a lot more stories that I will be adding to the story lists.  I’m now incredibly addicted to The Used as well as My Chemical Romance and Green Day.  Bert/Gerard…fucking hot.  I love it when guys kiss.

Gerbert: Better than sherbet.

Ummm…I found my iPod, so I’ll be posting my iPod list soon.  I also found my permit, which I had lost.  So, now I can buy my own cigarettes and CD’s with Parental Advisories.  Yay!

Here’s the link to my new website.  It’s mostly dedicated to fiction and it’s a place for people who like me to talk.  Not about me, just talk.  All my groupies go there.

http://druscilla.proboards76.com

So, that’s it for now…next post will be my iPod listing and quite soon.

Luvverzz,
Mrs. Mikey Way, aka Dru

We just got the new Northern Sun magazine.  If you don’t know what that is, it’s a magazine with bumper stickers and tee shirts and things for liberals.  Their slogan is “products for progressives”.

They always have really good stuff.  So, once again, I’m going to share whether you want me to or not. 

God bless the whole word.  No exceptions.

“Knowledge speaks but wisdom listens.”  -Jimi Hendrix

“The church says the earth is flat, but I know that it is round.  For I have seen the shadow of the moon and I have more faith in a shadow than in the church.”  -Magellan

God was my copilot . . . but we crashed in the mountains and I had to eat him.

“Be the change you wish to see in the world.”  -Ghandi

If the definition of beautiful gets any thinner no one will fit.  (And all the words are in this white box, but the ‘it’ in ‘fit’ doesn’t fit in the box.)

Ladies sewing circle and terrorist society.

“Feminism encourages women to leave their husbands, kill their children, practice witchcraft, destroy capitalism, and become lesbians.”  -Rev. Pat Robertson  (1992, GOP convention)

Feminist chicks dig me.

“Feminism is the radical notion that women are people.”  -Cheris Kramarae and Paula Treichler

Sorry I missed church, I’ve been busy practicing witchcraft and becoming a lesbian.

“Speak your mind even if your voice shakes!”  -Maggie Kuhn

Don’t assume I cook!

“The people who cast the votes decide nothing.  The people who count the votes decide everything.”  -Josef Stalin

I do not intend to tiptoe through life only to arrive safely at death.

“Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful, committed individuals can change the world.  Indeed it’s the only thing that ever has.”  -Margaret Mead

Freedom is not free.

Homeland security.  “Fighting terrorism since 1492.”  (A picture of Native Americans is on the shirt.)

I love my country . . . but I think we should start seeing other people.

no child is born a racist

HUMANS aren’t the only species on earth . . . we just act like it.

Support your right to arm bears.

Don’t assume I fix things.

Lord, help me to be the person my psychiatrist medicates me to be.

Artists make lousy slaves.

Assist airport security . . . fly naked!

Don’t make me release the flying monkeys.

Nuke a godless communist gay baby seal for Christ.

“Beer is proof that God loves us and wants us to be happy.”  -Ben Franklin

Over 25% of human genes are the same as those of a banana.  Get over yourself!

What if the HOKEY POKEY is what it’s all about?

FREE SPEECH!  Take it back!

Who Would Jesus Bomb?

If you’re not outraged you’re not paying attention.

Land of the Free*.  (*Void where prohibited.  Some restrictions apply.)

It will be a great day when our schools get all the money they need and the Air Force has to hold a bake sale to buy a bomber.

BILL OF RIGHTS.  1791-2001.  Slain by the Patriot Act.  Rest in pieces.  (on a gravestone)

“A patriot must be ready to defend his country against his government.”  -Edward Abbey

ARMY.  Be all you’re told to be.

Somewhere in Texas there’s a village missing an idiot.

(Tee-shirt front) “I made it clear to the world, that either you’re with us or you’re with the enemy.”  -George W. Bush 
{Tee-shirt back} ENEMY

He’s NOT my President!

Eaten tainted meat
Breathe poison air
Drink nasty water
Help only yourself
VOTE REPUBLICAN!

Canada looks better everyday.

“I should be able to love my country and still love justice.”  -Albert Camus

got democracy?

Oh well.  I wasn’t using my civil liberties anyway.

Mommy, when I grow up I want to help smash the white racist, homphobic, patriarchal, bullshit paradigm too!

Oh no, not another learning experience.

. . . and what difference do YOU make?

God Bless the Freaks.

Get involved . . . the world is run by those who show up.

Drive carefully: 90% of all people are caused by accidents.

Just say no to sex with pro-lifers.

And I don’t want to type anymore right now.

Luvverzz,
Mrs. Billie Joe, aka Dru

Oh yeah.  I forgot to mention that I’m supposed to be going to the doctor today for my dizzy spells.  They’ve been really bad lately.  I kind of feel naseous.  And I know I’m not pregnant.  Unfortunately, I know this for a fact.  >.<

I really need to get laid.

Luvverzz,
Mrs. Billie Joe, aka Dru, aka the sad virgin

This is the earliest I’ve been up in a LONG time.  Some girl knocked on the door at 7:30 in the fucking morning looking for my sister and I had already been up since 6:00 (if you’re not home, don’t leave you alarm clock on) trying to get back to sleep.

So I got online and bitched about people thinking I hopped on the Green Day bandwagon just because I was so young when their first albums came out, so obviously I was listening to them.  Grrrr . . .

But then I looked at pictures of Billie Joe masturbating as his concerts and felt much better.  And I listened to someone bitch about how wrong it was because kids in the audience might see.  Hello?  Why the fuck are little kids going to a Green Day concert.  If their parents are okay with the lyrical content . . .  X_x

I’m going to class today.  Starts at 9:15 so I’ll try and drag myself into the shower by 8:30.  I got a shitload of new clothes cleaning out the closet yesterday (as I stated previously) so I’m throwing together a new outfit.  Yay . . .

My life sucks ass so bad.  It’s so boring.  Bleh . . .

I also listened to people bitch about how slash is so wrong the past few days.  Grrr . . . They said that slash containing Billie Joe is sick and disgusting and all that shit.  Hello?  Bisexual?  I posted his quote about being a bisexual in my sig on the Billie Joe forums along with two pictures of him kissing guys and changed my avatar to him kissing a guy.  (It’s the same one I have above my profile.)

I just think it’s dumb to bitch about slash when the guy you’re discussing is, in fact, a bisexual and kisses guys at all his concerts.  Errr . . . duh.

I went to bed soooooo early last night.  Around nine and my mom came home and I was trying to sleep and she left again and I was asleep by the time she got back.  But then I woke up at 12:30 and I had a hard time getting back to sleep.

But it’s okay because I got a good idea for another fic.  ::BIG SMILES::

What do you guys think of the idea of safety pins for earrings?  I think that might be cool.  I’ll have to try it today or tomorrow (depending on how many safety pins I find) and let you know.

I’m gonna go shower early and pick out my outfit.  Maybe I’ll even do my hair (or just wear a baseball cap). 

I think I have a quiz on ‘Frankenstein’ today and I didn’t read the book or finish the movie.  Not the best idea in the world.  ::wince::  Maybe I’ll get online and read an overview or something before class.

Luvverzz,
Mrs. Billie Joe, aka Dru

We cleaned today.  Went through a shitload of clothes.  Now I have more clothes than I did when I started cleaning.  I don’t think that was supposed to happen.

I’ve decided to abduct my stepdad’s TV.  You know how often Green Day’s going to be on TV this month: Jesus of Suburbia music video premiere, an hour of Bullet in a Bible, and the European MTV VMA’s.  Jesus, that’s a lot.

It sucks ass not having cable. 

Oh . . . and I wanted to thank everyone who comments on this blog.  It’s really great to know people are reading it.  I even want to thank the people I bitchslap because it gives me something to do.  Keep sending me comments.  I’m such a comment whore. 

Luvverzz,
Mrs. Billie Joe, aka Dru